do you want to have a hit?

Oh my god! The boy with the bad surname and i just impressed each other with our ping pong skills. Don't be shy Ms Ok. Be bold! My heart is truly fluttering, as cliched as that is. I still care so deeply for the longterm one. I went to his rescue with cuddles last night. He truly needs some help, and although i am completely committed to helping him, it is supremely interesting to be attracted to someone else!! What a man, what a man, what a stylish man. My type of man. Need to know more. Still in information gathering mode, but this is definite progress! I even totally ignored my need to earn money here today - and have to admit, was very excited about the prospect of running into him! But anyways, better focus on earning my rent. Two conversations in less than 24hours eh?!

Although the crush is infantile, it's nice to have a bit more years behind me in order to be able to have a conversation without shaking.

Wow!