Why?

Why am I still 'hung up' on you? Why do I still quietly entertain notions of a reunion? Why, when it clearly is over, do I still think it could work?

Am I climbing up a mountain about to landslide? Am I deluding my ostensibly intelligent self?

I wonder how long it will be before I give up? Let go?

To be honest, I am mostly at peace about the Relationship That Didn't Work Out, but I do still feel a longing, a missing, a hoping...