Thwarted Thoughts

I usually know what I think and operate off strong gut instinct. At the moment i've got a base level of uncomfortable but light confusion. I don't know where to anchor my thoughts and my instinct is seasick and of no use, she's moping down in the galley.

I guess I'm circling around the possibility of rejection. I guess I'm experiencing culture shock that he was close and now he's not.

I really don't know what I feel... Even all of the above may not be true.

Sorry guys. I hope to post soon from more solid temperament.


-- Posted from one of those iPhone things.