Depressed

Depressed and eating freddo frogs. Just spent the night listening to others talk about themselves; usually I enjoy this.

Feeling like an idiot regarding work and hate the paranoia I have about what colleagues or superiors think of me.

Feeling abandoned by my SMF and hate the how it has confused and disrupted my confidence. I don't don't don't want to ask for reassurance. I want to be strong. But I'm not feeling strong.

Bed will be cosy. Yay for a cosy, safe bed. Yay for no bombs or suicide bombers in my neighbourhood. Yay for civilisation. Yay for freddo frogs.

Better now. Goodnight. xx


-- Posted from iMe.