Can Hardly Wait

So, career achievements today = tick!

So, more minutes spent having SMF's maple syrup voice pour over and through me = tick!

So, following a diet of chocolate biscuits and meat pies as recommended for stressful periods = tick!

SMF says he might pop if he doesn't come back to Melbourne soon, so might I! Bravely fending off anxious thoughts that he'll change his mind or not be as loving upon his return. Yes, having faith that romance can be the stuff of dreams. Preparing to NOT be disappointed if he's not back by the end of this week. But still hoping he will be. Trying reasonably hard to play it cool and not spray desperation everywhere. Not hard as actually don't think I'm really that desperate. So interesting to be falling in love at 30 and not need validation of any kind. Though hearing, feeling and knowing that he finds me beautiful despite my flaws would probably be a weight off my thighs.

I'm calmly excited and optimistic about what might happen next... We all deserve good things. Believe it.

-- Posted from one of those iPhone things.