Quasi-breakdown

Staggered and proud that I'm not having a nervous breakdown. I must be learning as I live life.

I'm constantly reinforcing the fact that I'm coping fine with the stress I'm under, even if it is uncharacteristic. I'm laughing at my anxiety and paying heed to all I'm getting done. The application 'Things' for mac and iPhone is helping!

So, am I in denial or actually fine? Why am I so optimistic that I'll survive with so little money? I'm staring down the barrel of a month of non-stop work. I know I will somehow, someway, cope. If I don't add anxiety to the mix it can't rise.

This morning I had the foresight and courage to postpone one of the commitments that was causing me stress.

I'm an evolved person to that of 3 or more years ago. I feel good about who I am and the decisions I make, mostly. Shit, must be having a positive day or be deranged!

I'm not perfect, but hold me to it.

I recommend Erik Satie compositions for relaxation.

-- Posted from one of those iPhone things. Due to be turned off asap.