I'm listening to a record I listen to over and over again - perhaps I'm mildly autistic or don't possess enough music of this genre. The album is music from and inspired by the film Monster by composer BT. I love it with all my heart, mind and ears.
I'm drinking cask wine and am all calm and clean in my pyjamas. I'm about to read more episodes of the soap opera series I'm working on at present. What an awesome Friday night! No irony intended.
Just found out I won't see my new potential romantic interest until Monday afternoon. A weekend liaison was on the cards, under the guise of a semi-professional meeting. How long can celibacy last?! There's a danger I might inadvertently cause the next big bang. Problem is, I'm committed to quite liking the next person I shag and currently disinterested in excessive alcohol consumption, so there's potential hurdles between me and bedroom ra-ra. Last weekend I zoned out watching a sub-standard play but was drawn in by the exposed nipple on the actor. I clearly need help.
Mind is remarkably positive and productivity satisfactory in the face of major stress. I can't attribute it to anything other than faith and being surrounded by good positive influences. Have experienced minor periodic paranoia about whether people are enjoying working with me and if I'm actually doing a good job or not.
I'm supposedly shooting a film in less than a fortnight and we lost the cinematographer this week, but I'm rolling with the punches and just working through my list of tasks. Have I mentioned I love the program THINGS? If you tend to overcommit or have high expectations of yourself and are frequently overwhelmed by the many things you want to do now and in the future - then this is the program for you! (assuming you also use a mac and/or iphone). Yes, I'm a nerd. Not sure how I'm going to get a hot pash this way. Perhaps a subsequent version of THINGS will include sexual and romantic gratification features. Believe it or not, I am not interested in acquiring a vibrator. I want a real man's nipples and hipbones.
Moving on from erotica... what's uncharacteristic is that this anti-social behaviour springs from self-care and worth, rather than social phobia, depression or lack of confidence. Or at least that's how I feel. I don't feel like socialising, I'm ridiculously happy on my own. But I could do with some serious love-making. Sorry, I know it doesn't make for palatable reading. Unsubscribe as your disgust dictates!
Moving on from erotica... what's uncharacteristic is that this anti-social behaviour springs from self-care and worth, rather than social phobia, depression or lack of confidence. Or at least that's how I feel. I don't feel like socialising, I'm ridiculously happy on my own. But I could do with some serious love-making. Sorry, I know it doesn't make for palatable reading. Unsubscribe as your disgust dictates!
