where to bury the past?

I've been revisiting blog posts from all sorts of places in the past; recent and distant, negative and positive.

I knew it'd come to this... a point where the embarassment of what I've recorded here would outweigh the other possible merits. But I'm not sure what to do... delete all incriminating posts? I want to somehow keep them but label them dangerous, misleading and quite possibly a real turn-off. Can I live with the shame?

Now that the fog has cleared in the land of BG I'm feeling pretty embarassed about all I've written about him and my brain's handling of the situation. I want to cash in all my words in exchange for a more useful currency. I don't regret writing them, but am fretting about what kind of scent I've left behind and if BG will ever find and follow it.

I am not a nutter, truly. Cashews are my nut of choice though.

Where do I file all this nonsense and where do I take uncharacteristically ok now? I've kept my embarassing teenage diaries, but they're forgivable.

What shall we do with a formerly anxious and somewhat obsessive 30 year old?

Although it hasn't been a driving theme, my self-worth has really been put to the test throughout this cargo-ship-slow-would-be-romance*. I've survived without losing my confidence.

There are tomes I could write but bedtime is nigh!

*I LIKE CARGO SHIPS VERY MUCH.