I went for a walk today. Trying to continue my beach walks now that I'm back in town. The water and sand looks dirtier, but hey, I hope some of the benefits will still result. Wondered on my walk if there is an over the counter urine test for delusion? Wee on the stick and if a red exclamation mark emerges then you're officially a nutter and not living in the real world.
Where for art thou BG? You might as well stay away til my King Kong sized pimple recedes. It takes alot of concentration to remind myself I have better things to do than wait for and wonder about you. Disappearing BG: you perplex me, but strangely, don't make me feel bad. I think I'll hear from you one day. Unless of course you've realised that I'm kind of stalking you... (only online... is that okay?).
In a bizarre way, I actually think his absence is good for me. I'm aware this is a character building test. Let me pass, pretty please.
I miss you BG, but I'm not going to reach out, sorry. It doesn't mean I don't want to. It's just what I have to do to put this to the delusion test.
DS: Coffee = 2 | Fruit = 2 | Pretzels = almost full bag | Alcohol = 2 | Exercise = 1hr walk
List of non-BG activities to do: Wash-up, wash clothes, stick pictures on wall, deal with archives pertaining to EX, beautify self.
Better begin my night-time routine. Ignored my series of 3 alarms this morning.
Where for art thou BG? You might as well stay away til my King Kong sized pimple recedes. It takes alot of concentration to remind myself I have better things to do than wait for and wonder about you. Disappearing BG: you perplex me, but strangely, don't make me feel bad. I think I'll hear from you one day. Unless of course you've realised that I'm kind of stalking you... (only online... is that okay?).
In a bizarre way, I actually think his absence is good for me. I'm aware this is a character building test. Let me pass, pretty please.
I miss you BG, but I'm not going to reach out, sorry. It doesn't mean I don't want to. It's just what I have to do to put this to the delusion test.
DS: Coffee = 2 | Fruit = 2 | Pretzels = almost full bag | Alcohol = 2 | Exercise = 1hr walk
List of non-BG activities to do: Wash-up, wash clothes, stick pictures on wall, deal with archives pertaining to EX, beautify self.
Better begin my night-time routine. Ignored my series of 3 alarms this morning.
