things change

I ought to remember that. My mood dived through the floor today after finding out I didn't get a job I really wanted. I didn't totally crumble (for what it's worth) and am feeling a bit better having been for a swim. However the mirror at the pool brought back the inhibitions and I'm not so convinced I'm ready to fall in love anymore... or rather scared that I'm not ready. My career's not sorted, my confidence isn't sorted...