unglamorous and brief attempts - I may actually be on my way to such dreamy discipline. I had a good day yesterday, people were nicer to me, I was calmer and less paranoid - and I put it down to the fact I did 10 minutes of yoga in the morning. So, I decided to test the theory and do the same again this morning. I do a teeny weeny piece of the of the primary series, the equivalent of dipping a toe into the water in a triathlon... but it's a start and I feel better for it.
Last night I met possibly the most beautiful man on the planet. I believe we endeared ourselves to each other and I was still reeling even after I found out he had a girlfriend... she must just be a floozy... anyways, it's a timely new flirtation and obsession, as the BOI hasn't contacted me - and I believe he's been BIT for at least 2 days!! Unbelievable and yet believable. More time for personal metamorphosis I guess.