I wish I could have a more mature outlook and not use my trivial lustful encounters as conversational sport. I wish I wasn't blatantly aware of the fact he's overseas and returns to Oz in about a week. I admit I am expecting something upon his return. I really have to leave the ball in his court and accept the possibility of it bouncing and rolling away into the bushes... to be forgotten.
Desperate, randy, nearly 30 years of age and playing games with love, desire and interpersonal communication; that's me to a tee.
