Another Post

Existential evening - will someone just fucking pash me and put me out of my misery (temporarily!?). I'm questioning everything and disgusted with my status quo. DIsgusted could be a bit strong a word. Maybe uneasy. Once again i'm cascading down a financial fear fall, but all that really highlights is my lack of accomplishment in all things vocational and my lack of readiness for all things romantic.

I'll abort this post and return when my spirits have lifted. I am happy when walking on the beach.