uncharacteristically ok: The Time Comes

the time comes,
when your old love meets someone new,
the tears which you haven't cried
auto-multiply and flood out

the time was always to come
when he met someone new
impossible to prepare
an appropriate reaction

the time has come
and he's met someone new
i feel devastated
and i'm not supposed to

WHY

I started this blog in 2008, after separating from my partner of 8 years in mid-2007. A key issue implicated in our break-up was my unstable mental health. In 2009 I fell in love with BG, who became a featured subject of this blog, and then a platonic soulmate for life (in the real world). By late 2013, these blog posts had almost petered out, for no particular reason. In mid 2014 I was diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder Type II. Since then I have been supported by the most wonderful psychiatrist. I restarted posting on this blog in May 2018, 9 months after my heaven sent-soulmate died suddenly and unexpectedly, of a suspected sudden cardiac arrhythmia. My writing here, however messy and amateur, is in memory of him, my beautiful inimitable Boy Genius.

uncharacteristically ok

Friday, 29 February 2008

The Time Comes

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